I know its been a long time since I've said anything but that's all about to change. Today I have done a look inspired by the American flag!
I may do a look that is a little more tone down for family function...tutorial coming today!
Sometimes I look @ her and I can't believe I have a daughter. Today however, I could not figure out what happened, why no matter how much I tried she would not stop crying. Am I a bad mom? Idk, what's the answer to that question. I try and I try but sometimes I feel my efforts aren't good enough. Sigh more videos coming soon. Im going to bed
So there are a couple of videos that I want to do for the spring summer season. There are always a bunch of colors to work with. Sometimes I look at my eyes as a art canvas. Lol a small chuckle was in order there.
In other news, my mom: sigh, I don't understand how someone can never choose things for themselves. everything I do, change, or wear she wants too. For example, I dyed my hair red. Guess whose hair wants to get dyed red now? Yea my mom wants me to dye her hair red. I want to be an individual. Why can't she understand that? She wants to travel and do stuff with me but my mom doesn't know the fine line between being my mom and being my friend. You just can't do both, u can't want to hang with me and complain about how your knees hurt or how something is bothering you. Remember im 24 and I want to do things that 24 year olds do. It makes me more edger to move out so I can get away from her. Ugh help me
Sorbet look >
So there is this guy, I use to mess with him a long time ago. He invited me to this party, at first I wasn't sure if I should go but then I ended up biting the bullet. So I get there and all the guys in the whole club are flocked around me and my friend. I felt like the bait. So then the party was over and I went to ihop. He was saying things, he never said, he was acting in a way he never acted with me.... but in my mind im like I want to just use him, use him like he use to use me. And that's it. I feel emotionless
